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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|12:40 am] |
Just a post to say I'm not dead. RL was busy last week and I've been out of sorts today since I had a weird thing where I was dreaming and I was coughing up in the dream and then suddenly I was awake and coughing up, I couldn't stop myself.
It was not pleasant. It fucks with your head.
And fucking PMS. And tampons. Who the hell invented tampons? *Will not make a crack about needing a wider vagina* Even though I want to so bad. :P |
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| | #037; Observations of the fictional kind. | |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|08:03 pm] |
Okay, I'm reading a fic and Justin is introduced as straight even though Brian is convinced he's gay. It then says that Brian has been wrong once or twice about this sort of thing.
No.
Canon: 1x02, Brian says he's never wrong. (When he's fucking that guy in the toilet, to that song -- I wanna mmm.)
Y'know why this is. It's because either the men are gay or Brian makes them gay. They are gay for Brian. |
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| | #036; Picspam/Wallpaper/Icons | |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|07:38 pm] |
A-ha! It's a picspam, no it's a wallpaper, no it's a picspam again. No, actually it's a wallspam!
|1024x768|1280x800|
|Other sizes available on request|♥|
( ~ ) |
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| | #035; 1x01 icons. | |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|03:13 pm] |
So with part two out of the way I thought I'd make some icons, but I couldn't find that site ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) etextraordinary pointed me to so I ended up some place else and the quality of the caps wasn't very good hence my iconning only one scene (I'm not a big fan of grainy images) and one odd one because I wanted Brian's facial expression. :D
But maybe you'll have better joy with them. :)
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| | #034; A meme because I want to. |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|12:05 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | ~meme | ] |
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#1. Your Fav Perfume: Paco Rabanne - Ultraviolet/Vera Wang - Bouquet (Perfume is a big thing in my house. We like to smell nice)
#2. Your Fav Color(s): Jewel tones. Emerald/Sapphire/Violet
#3. Your Fav thing you love to buy: DVDs/Books.
#4. Your Fav male actor(outside of QaF): Jensen Ackles is the guy I've been following the most. I saw him in Dark Angel in 1999 and I've been following him ever since.
#5. Your Fav female singer: Umm... I don't know. Ella Fitzgerald is my most played in iTunes.
#6. Your Fav Food: Chicken caesar salad. No croutons. I hate those damn things. My favourite drink is Irn Bru which if you don't know is an orange (really orange) fruity Scottish soda.
#7. Your Fav place to vist: British Museum. It's a place all it's own.
#8. Your Fav flower: Tigerlilies, or poppies.
#9. Your Fav TV show(outside of QaF): My OTP fandom which is joint with QAF is Smallville. I'm a sucker for epic couples. I'm also into Legend of the Seeker in a big way as well as True Blood, Merlin, Supernatural and Dollhouse.
#10. A Fav Movie, one you've watched more than 10 times: Sleeping Beauty. Anything Disney or fantasy. Blame my mother she got me hooked as a small child and to this day we still have Disney day every couple of months.
(*My icon is of the main couple in Legend of the Seeker, Richard and Kahlan)
Anyone who hasn't done this is tagged.
ETA:
Beautiful wonderful Irn Bru (Pronounced Iron Brew) |
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| | #033; Let's be ghey! | |
[Nov. 7th, 2009|04:44 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | ~the lulz | ] |
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Oh the lulz. Funny wording rules.
I was over at the True Blood Kink Meme @ LJ (tb_kink) because I like reading the prompts even if I don't get around to writing anything. Well, as far as my knowledge goes you can't really be gay with someone. You either are or you aren't and then you either fuck 'em or you don't. There isn't any being gay with someone.
Correct me if I'm wrong, y/y. But I'm 99.9% sure. :P |
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| | #032; My literary goals aka let's write some porn. | |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|06:50 pm] |
I have no idea why but Season 4 - the pink posse storyline, which by the way as it goes on gets even more ridiculous and I can see why there's not a lot of love for it, makes me want to write kinky D/s porn fic (with or without spanking) or at least a battle of wills between Brian and Justin. I think it's their 'fight' rolling around on the floor. Oh and if Brian knew that there had been mutual jacking off, I'm sure he'd bend Sunshine over and give him one. (Any one you like.)
I also want to tackle a toppy!Justin fic. It's like a weird subgenre of our fandom but I rarely see any of the fics from Brian's POV. Maybe I'm looking in the wrong place or whatever but I'm just so curious about how writers percieve Brian to feel about the whole thing. Plus it's kinda hot.
Hmm, I think this is coming from the whole D/s thing, as bottoming is generally submissive act but with a lot of power in it. I shall procrastinate and think about it some more.
Oh thinky thoughts how I love you. |
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| | #031; dash, star, dash. | |
[Nov. 5th, 2009|03:33 am] |
It's one thing after another. I'm supposed to be having step 1 of my root canal tomorrow, only I can't because still I'm ill. I have an exciting and new stomach bug to keep me occupied. I think I got it from not taking the full course of Amoxycillin but that was making me schizo. But I was still hoping to be better so I didn't cancel my appointment. Only, well I'm not. Now mother is telling me I might get charged. So I plan to call the Dentist tomorrow and say, I'm ill, I'm gross and I'm infectous, (mother has it and brother has the beginnings of it) do you really want that? No? So please don't charge me £20. I mean, I can sit through the work if I have to (I'll be sweaty and icky but whatever) but it's them who are going to get the raw end of the stick.
Fuck life for being so expensive.
Part two (of Will you love me when I'm gone?) is under major construction. I've written two scenes and I'm at about 2,300ish so I really do want to break it up into part two and part three. My problem is that I'm writing from Brian's POV so does it give me the right to take liberties with continuity? Not in a messed up sense, but to say an event won't occur only to have it happen 2,000 words later? I'm doing it to show how up ended Brian is. Urgh, who knows.
Ever play the game duck, duck, goose as a child? I feel like the goose, running around chasing my own ass.
/and we're back to our scheduled programming. |
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| | #030; Who I'm gonna be when they come for me? | |
[Nov. 3rd, 2009|07:10 am] |
So I haven't been doing what I should be doing. I mean I was where I was supposed to be, I went out, had fun. Ended up flat on my back in a public place by my own choosing. I dropped my Dr Pepper lid and I had to lay down to get the damn thing from under the chair. I managed to get popcorn stuck to the front of my favourite shirt.
But in the hopes of ridding myself of this terrible infection which has now claimed my mother, it seriously fucked up my brain chemistry. Not in the wobbly, topple over kind, the weird 'suddenly my shoulders weigh a ton and I feel like shit' kind of way. So we're stuck between - "I have to take them! Or I'll get told off." and "If you take one you'll be moody and scary and no one will like you."
Though I did discover the joys of downloading. I now have Season 4 and 5 of QAF at my viewing pleasure. Not fabulous copies but it'll do until I can afford to be frivolous and buy them like I did season 1-3. I also downloaded Dollhouse season 1, Supernatural 5x07 so I could catch up and a couple of things that Mum can watch while she's in bed. Even taught myself to use winRAR and everything. HJ split too!
But the clear loser in my emotional and mental retardation is my writing. Currently everybody dies. It's poor and it's ugly and it's bad writing. It's me writing before I knew better. It's the kind of writing I hate and poke fun at. So I deleted most of it and decided to work on bare bones.
Did I mention it's past 7am and I haven't been to bed yet? Side affect of wobbly brainwaves is that if you try to go to bed, your brain doesn't like sleep. It tells you it's evil, no matter how much you want it. But I'm going to try and write my ass off tomorrow. Anyone know the program Write or die? I'll be using that. I want to get this second part done so I can start my multichaptered beast for NaNoWriMo. (I know I'm three days late but come on!)
Seriously though, I am interested in what's going on with y'all. And if I could just pull my head outta my own ass for more than a couple of seconds I'd love you to tell me about it. 'Kay. |
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| | #029; Darkness, vampires and sexy tiemz -- it must be Halloween! | |
[Oct. 31st, 2009|10:13 pm] |
Still not really around as much as I'd like to be as there is lots of fic I want to be reading via ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif) qaf_scavenger and the sneaked in amnesia!fic by Minxie -- I WANT IT, I WANT IT, I WANT IT. Alas! It is not meant to be.
Though I am scrambling my brains a bit trying to finish up part two of Will you love me when I'm gone? But my word count remains 0 as I plot out further than the one scene that is on repeat in my head. And this time I won't have to rush the process or hand off to someone else (to clean up that is) *huggles her helpers who totally made the fic, not her* because I can't bear the sight of the computer screen any more. It's only going to get more intense! Also it feels very soul searching for Brian too. Eh, IDEK.
Anybody a True Blood fan as well as a QAF one? I've been watching the show while in bed and now I'm reading the books. I've read #1, #3 and #4, don't ask how I got all turned about it's a long story. But my friend was kind enough to send me all her ecopies of the books so I have all of them now. I'm enjoying it, or rather I'm enjoying Eric. I love Sookie but I love how Eric just riles her right up. But my undying devotion is to Sam Merlotte. I love him like Brian loves Justin. YES, that much!
Last and most importantly; HAPPY HALLOWEEN. |
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| | #028; Do not mess with Haze's shit. | |
[Oct. 31st, 2009|02:24 am] |
Oh no they didn't. *Waves finger*
In a story poster for another fandom (for a story with slash of course) used a cap of 2x02, from what I call the love making scene (IT IS I TELL YOU.) but cut the boys heads off so that it's just a cap of two guys fucking.
I AM APPALLED. |
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| [ #027; Extended hiatus. ] |
[Oct. 28th, 2009|01:34 am] |
While I'm feeling a bit better. Yay antibotics! I'm actually not going to be around much this week and probably not over the weekend and next week. I'm actually going to be handing my laptop over to my uncle so he can run diagnotics on it/update all my gear and all that hoopla as when I turned my comp on this morning nearly all my pictures/images were gone. Only the recent ones were left. Luckily my fic and what not seems to be fine. Touch wood.
Read and write lots of fic for me guys! |
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| | #026; & | |
[Oct. 24th, 2009|01:31 am] |
Firstly if you sent things to me today or expected me to be a useful member of society today, I apologise. I couldn't because last night I had the worst toothache of my life. I actually cried for 2 hours. Physically sat and cried. I have the dentist on Tuesday so it's all good. (It's 80/20 that it has to come out I think.)
So in general anything you need of me, the answer is YES. I'm freeing up tomorrow to be a helpful so let's do it.
Oh I tell ya, I had lolgasm about 20 minutes ago. It's nearly 2am and I've just got out of the shower. (Time has no meaning in the face of being clean.)
The only thing is, we had a wasp in our bathroom and I forgot about it. I'm about to get out the shower and I hear BZZZZ. :O I've been stung once (by a wasp, another by bee) and it hurt like a mother and I had a funny reaction where it felt like my foot was gonna fall off. So I'm behind the curtain, clutching the damn thing, thinking, "Bollocks, how the fuck am I gonna get out now?"
A naked jig and the fear of God and I got my ass outta there. :D I guess you had to be there. |
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| | #025; IRL, Haze is a mental person. | |
[Oct. 23rd, 2009|12:41 am] |
*Cries* I mean I have actual tears in my eyes.
I'm so frustrated with my inability to leave it (the fic of DOOM) alone long enough to finish/start/have a brain fart about the other one. If I don't get my ass in gear I'll have to drop out of qaf_challenges which is FAIL beyond measure.
My head is throbbing and I feel like so much fail I could ball my eyes out. Stupid hormones. Who the hell needs to have a womb to give birth if all you get is insanity for one week of every month.
I bought some wet look leggings (the one's that look kind of like the leather pants I own) just to make myself feel better. With the reappearance of my ass (flat as a board until I put on weight chocolate muncher) I think they look nice. Plus legs.
If I have any more hormone surges I will either implode/put on 3 stone/or cry myself into a padded room.
And yes, I can totally overshare if I want to. |
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| | #024; Living a life, living a lie, how will you tell the end is nigh? | |
[Oct. 20th, 2009|11:33 pm] |
I have no voice, a fever, almost passed out in my kitchen and I just had a nosebleed.
\o/ ?
Alas I plow on. I'm determined to move my room round tomorrow, but if you don't hear from me, I'm unconscious due to over exertion.
*Curls up under her duvet*
Does anyone have any AU!Hustler recs? After reading My Fair Hustler/Pretty Homo by dirtylttlescret it's kind of stuck in my head. I think most of you have read this fic, if you haven't, GO NOW. |
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| | #023; Let's fall in love... | |
[Oct. 20th, 2009|01:03 am] |
Tweak is saying to me, "He's my chance of a lifetime.' FYI.
Today is much more awesome and I feel much better. :D I even worked a bit more on my Fall Contest fic -- 3,536; longest QAF fic so far and we are a way away from being done. Still singing etextraordinary's praises for betaing. It's much easier to beta as I go along I find. Mostly I don't have look look forever because there's like a gazillion pages.
I even changed my layout with some CSS coding (I used one from minty_peach @ LJ and messed around) Not that happy with it but I'll work on it more later.
Also, weird. I'm sitting in the kitchen for the first time ever and Mum is reading my post over my shoulder. I had to explain what betaing is. And Tweak. I had to explain Tweak.
So I'm cutting it short. Toodles ducks. :D |
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| | #022; Dear Life, FU. No love, Me. | |
[Oct. 19th, 2009|12:23 am] |
Life can go fuck itself and call me when it can be reasonable.
I'm sick of being a second class citizen in my own damn house. And fuck losing a day of writing because my emotional default setting was; cliff yourself and leave me alone.
Yeah, I'm not the best person to be around when the black cloud of doom comes calling. |
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| | #021; O_o | |
[Oct. 18th, 2009|12:02 am] |
Fan heaters. An awesome invention, wouldn't you agree? My radiator is for shit and I'm more likely to get warm dancing in the snow naked. So I kidnapped the fan heater from downstairs and now I'm toasty. Until Mum snatches it back. D:
Another thing to add to my list of large, and getting large still, life problems would be my wisdom teeth are still coming through the bastards! I kinda forgot about them after my extraction but now, OUCH OUCH OUCH as they continue their descent and painful punishment.
Theme; bitch, bitch, moan, moan. I suck a being sick.
I'd also like to get out my fear over my fall contest fic (still unfinished btw but what I have done is in the capable hands of etextraordinary). It's not a bad idea, it's not OOC (at least I hope not) but it's one of those things that either works or it doesn't. I guess I'm having the Brian POV jitters.
I'm taking icon requests, meaning tell me what to icon until my brain scoops itself up into a reasonable pile and I'm able to continue writing. |
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| | #020; Be a man, be swift as a coursing river. Have the strength of a raging fire... | |
[Oct. 16th, 2009|03:55 pm] |
Well. I've been hit with the dreaded cold. My mental faculties are impaired and my speech is restricted to "Hurr." (Icky throat sounds, not nice.) And my head has a conga line going through it. Oh joy.
I also have two fics due (Fall contest via happier_bunny and qaf_challenges ) , one the 28th, the other the 31st. The former is at 1,812 with no signs of slowing soon (Also it's emotionally beating me as the boys are broken up. *Wibble*) and the latter is at 0. Not to mention the other one I wanted to write inbetween all of this. Sad, sad fail.
Don't forget! qaf_marathons start their European marathon tonight 8pm CET. (GMT + 2hrs)
*Returns to bed to catch up on her bookmarks* |
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